I have been with many men in my life... All of which turned out to be just a phase or better stated... random mistakes... But there is one man in particular that has left a tremendous imprint on my heart... There is one man that has captured my soul entirely... One man that no matter how hard I attempt to escape... or hide from my truly intense feelings... (only because I cannot be with him...) I cannot free myself from...
He came into my life nearly eight years ago... He was different from all the rest... in so many ways... He was much older... entirely intelligent... so loving... and by far the sexiest man I have ever encountered... Immediately I was aware that my feelings for him were unusually dissimilar to any I had ever felt... From the moment I laid my eyes upon him I fell immediately in love... and not just high school childish love... it was deep within my soul love... an every part of my being love...
Over the years life has repeatedly brought us together and torn us apart... Each time I find myself falling in love with him all over again... deeper and deeper... It is the kind of love that as a little girl I grew up always dreaming about finding... the perfect love... an honest... a pure... a wholehearted love... a love that has changed my life forever...
I keep waiting for that beautiful fairy tale ending... I keep waiting for that moment that will make all the heartbreak... all the hurt... and all the holding on worthwhile... Yet at this point... as much as i wish for it... as much as i fantasize about it... as much as i dream about having a life with him... Unfortunately... I am unsure as to whether or not it will actually ever happen...
The only thing I am certain of... I absolutely love him...
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