Interpretation

I see a face with an astonished expression... Hiding its vulnerability behind leaves and vines... The left eye closed and winking... The right eye open with a playful, raised eyebrow... The mouth dangling open in wonder...

Far Away

This time, this place
Misused, mistakes
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance, just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know
You know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all, I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know
You know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

So far away, been far away for far too long
So far away, been far away for far too long
But you know
You know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say

I love you, I have loved you all along
And I forgive you for being away for far too long
So keep breathing 'cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it, hold on to me, never let me go

Keep breathing 'cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it, hold on to me, never let me go
Hold on to me, never let me go
Hold on to me, never let me go

Damaged...

19 days sober... emotionally broken... exhausted and frustrated... my heart devastated... abandoned by my love... and unable to even masturbate without crying... the feeling of orgasm rushing over me... reminding me immediately of my darling... my mind and body feeling as if they belong to him... my soul entirely alone... my life drowning beneath constant wondering... will i ever be able to move on... or will i be forever shattered?

Grotesque

Obscure to the feeble minded
Unaccepted in life by most
Folding the boundaries of sanity
Faces frozen with blank stares
Spirits trembling at the sight
Fears fill the empty silence
Emotions tumbling into the unknown
Leaving upon the heart a black shadow
Burning an imprint upon the soul
Devastating all that is ordinarily known

Say, my love, I came to you with best intentions
You laid down and gave to me just what I'm seeking
Love, you drive me to distraction

Hey my love do you believe that we might last a thousand years
Or more if not for this,
Our flesh and blood
It ties you and me right up
Tie me down

Celebrate we will
Because life is short but sweet for certain
We're climbing two by two
To be sure these days continue
These things we cannot change

Hey, my love, you came to me like wine comes to this mouth
Grown tired of water all the time
You quench my heart and you quench my mind

Celebrate we will
Because life is short but
Sweet for certain
We're climbing two by two
To be sure these days continue
The things we cannot
Celebrate, you and me, climbing two by two, to be sure
These days continue, things we cannot change

Oh, my love I came to you
With best intentions
You laid down and gave to me
Just what I'm seeking

Celebrate we will
Because life is short
But sweet for certain
We're climbing two by two
To be sure these days continue
Things we cannot change
Things we cannot change

My darling...

When you are not a part of my life... I am deformed...